happy new year everyone!! hope everyone had a great holiday :] its been around 3 months now since i gave my last update so here are some highlights so one of my friends came and visited me a few months ago and it was fun. i showed him around the city and hung out back at my house. tbh it felt kinda awkward, maybe bc i havent seen him in like forever but it was nice of him to visite me. a lot of p... » Continue Reading
a lot has happened the last 3 months since i came here online. so to start off, my ex broke up with me. the reason is still a bit unclear but it has to do with us being long distance to say the least. im kinda glad he decided to break up bc it made me realize after that our relationship wasnt exactly healthy and that it was nice to have a break from a relationship after being in one for such a lo... » Continue Reading
i know i know, this isnt reddit but i just wanted to make the reference. okay so we know about the british person i am friends with, she's a girl now. happy for her. there was also a brazillian boy i used to be friends with but that only lasted for a few months since now we dont talk anymore. during that time there was also a scottish girl i used to be friends with. same story with her. but now i'... » Continue Reading
so like i think almost a month ago i told, now an ex friend, that i dont wanna be friends anymore. just for the reason being that i've grew apart from them yk, like nothing bad. but i kinda get a feeling that when im around our friend group that they kinda quiet down ykk?? idk maybe its just me but yea. anyways, i dont want them to feel like they cant hang around them when im there yk, like i don... » Continue Reading
okay so, 4th year is almost about to end. only like 5/6 months left. we all have to pick out a college and yea. i think like everyone in my friend group is going to a different college since yea everyone wants to do smt else. the only small problem for me is that i am going to move after this year, like an hour away from all my friends so i'll rarely see them. and i'll miss them ofc but the thing... » Continue Reading
so yk that british friend of mine who i talked about earlier? yea that guy contacted me last night at 3am via tiktok dm's. ofc i was asleep so didnt respond to it but when i woke up that was the first thing i did. so he explained why he was gone for almost 7 months and gave me his new dc account. like alright thats nice of you. but then he suddenly started going on about how he still loves me and ... » Continue Reading
okay sooooo my boyfriend has finally changed for the better right? well i think i need to get used to his new behaviour. like, he talked to me today how i always react enthousiastic with other ppl but with him im just kinda normal/dry. i think its bc back to when i used to do that he would always act dry towards me so i kinda stopped doing that. but idk how to do all these things again with him bc... » Continue Reading
so i decided to break some contact with a friend of mine. uhh so for context: i've been friends with him for i think 2 years now. he lives in england so he was indeed an online friend. we've been very close since day one that we met and became closer over the months. we became specifically very close when things between me and my boyfriend were getting shit. i didnt have anyone really atm and he w... » Continue Reading
SO IM GOING TO THIS AMUSEMENT PARK TOMORROW AND IT HAS A HALLOWEEN EVENT AND ITS THE FIRST TIME IMMA EXPERIENCE IT. IM ACTUALLY VERY EXCITED ABOUT IT AND CANT WAIT I'LL TAKE SOME PICS, POST THEM SOMEWHERE AND I'LL UPDATE THIS BLOG WHEN I'VE POSTED THE PICS OR JUST CHECK MY INSTA IDK » Continue Reading
So uhhh, its been awhile since i've been here and im sorry for not updating on anything. I think last time i published anything was when i was still in my third year of high school and im a fourth year now (last year before college) so thats cool ig. uhhhhhhh last month was the 1 and a half year anniversary of me and my boyfriend, so yea we're still very much happily together. but on a serious not... » Continue Reading
so uhh me and my boyfriend are still together surprise ig woooo no but it feels so weird between us two lately, not like a shy or nervous behavior but more like an oncomfortable behavior idk man this is just so stupid, maybe im just getting into a depressed state again » Continue Reading
okay so, its my friends birthday today HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM BTW i made him a bracelet and am planning on crocheting a kirby plushi for him. the thing is, i still need to buy yarn and its probably gonna take like 2/3 days to make which is not really a problem but its sad that i have to make them wait to give them to him :[ and all the stores around here dont sell a nice fluffy pink yarn so that s... » Continue Reading