i dont know what to dooo

so yk that british friend of mine who i talked about earlier? yea that guy contacted me last night at 3am via tiktok dm's.

ofc i was asleep so didnt respond to it but when i woke up that was the first thing i did. so he explained why he was gone for almost 7 months and gave me his new dc account. like alright thats nice of you.

but then he suddenly started going on about how he still loves me and shit like that. and i dont wanna seem mean yk so i told him that i love him back but like "i love you too man" bc i dont have the heart to tell him that things are better between me and my boyfriend.

then he started accusing me of lying to him about that i said that "you love someone forever" like sure real love but i've met you fucking online. 

and then he said that i am not the rox he used to know, like tf? you were gone for fucking months. ofc i would change a bit and i didnt even change that much, i just dont take shit from ppl anymore.

and then that fucker said that i probably dont care about him and never even worried about him. like are you fucking srs???? i had a fucking panic attack last week bc i thought you didnt wanna be friends anymore bc i thought you were ignoring me. 

i used to talk to myself in our dm's hoping for a response from him but nothing and this is what i get? bro gets fucking mad at me for moving on? 

yea no goodbye then if you're gonna bitch and moan about that. you cant expect me to not change or move on after 7 months. and certainly not if you said that you would maybe kys.

he removed me after our fight

i think also maybe blocked me on everything but thats fine bc i aint gonna force him to do shit. if he doesnt wanna be friends anymore bc i dont love him then thats his loss. i tried to remain friends but ig you dont wanna. 

he knows where to find me so he can contact me whenever he would like, i aint gonna go after him like a dog so yea