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Life’s been as fascinating as a plate of peas. Oh you’re sick of them? You have to eat the damn peas anyway. And another plate. And another. More peas. Quick, or they’re gonna get cold. » Continue Reading
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" We could sneak out like we’re on tour, Even if that’s all you want me for, (for) you could call me miss Paramore" Good ol’ days -Hayley Williams I think it is obvious that I don’t really hate Hayley Williams. I’m just obsessed with this song, you don’t wanna know. I call this type of songs Lee’s pathetic and craves romance but is too scared for anything. Need some examples ? Fine. -Kiss me Now ... » Continue Reading
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There’s no greater vengeance, than learning to enjoy again. Hope you get the message, nobody’s shatter resistant (shit). -Pierce the veil, Emergency contact. I threw rocks on the lighthouse. Not the boat. But it ended up sinking anyway. The glass shattered, the light was turned off, and the guardian was nowhere to be seen. Sometimes I wonder why I’d threw rocks on the lighthouse. But I still do ... » Continue Reading
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I feel like I’m drowning. I know how it feels like, I’ve tried once. Can you stop talking be about your thoughts of ending it all ? I don’t like what it reminds me of. All alone, kneeling on the cold tiles at four in the morning, hair all damp and old tshirt, a handful of ripped hair clutched between trembling fingers, wondering what I’ve done. What could a kid do when the adult they admire the ... » Continue Reading
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My phone battery is low, And i’m pretty sure that you decided to ignore me. I don’t know why I get attached too fast over someone I met on the internet about a year ago. You were a really good friend. You are a really good friend and I just wish for you to be happy and your mental health to be fine. But see, your face haunts me. I’m pretty sure I saw you at that show two weeks ago. Same hair, s... » Continue Reading
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I love my shoes, I'm sad there are holes in them. I painted on them, they're part of what makes me myself. I'm lucky this is allowed in my school though. But even if their tolerance over cool clothing is nice, I hate it here. My brain feels liquified at the end of each day, I'm becoming a walking corpse. For real, this time. So many tests, people, rooms, homework done at ten p.m. and hours of sit... » Continue Reading
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I haven’t been writing here for a long time. Actually, I’ve been updating my paper journal instead. Listening to the save five songs in loop, trying to earn his forgiveness for something I wasn’t even wrong about, and being online constantly. Maybe I’m ungrateful, or maybe I am just surviving. I think I’m rotting alive. Lee » Continue Reading
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I wish I was a girl. I wish I was a boy. I wish I didn't exist. But I'm glad I'm alive. I wish my thoughts weren't so numerous. But I still wonder why my brain went so quiet. I wish I wasn't single, but at the same time I am glad I've always been. I wish I could care. And there I am, being selfish because I always end up hurting when I care. I only exist online. My screen time is awful. Eleven h... » Continue Reading
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written on the 13th of July 2025, not published that day I’m back everyone. As I said last time, I am currently camping with my grandparents. Kinda fun. I thrifted a bunch of old clothes you can classify as scene, which is the highlight of the month of July, excepting the mcr show we got yesterday (I wasn’t there for sure but I’ve seen videos and that was sick). The clandestine clothing line is (... » Continue Reading
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Okay. I may have been too harsh on that family dinner thing. My cousin and I spent a really good time. We decided to go see the fireworks together. But it started 15 minutes early. From the car window I saw a light, as if a camera in the sky was trying to take a picture of me finally living teenagehood in a somewhat normal way. But it wasn't. The fireworks didn't wait for us, and I saw her laugh... » Continue Reading
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I'm not seeing the fireworks I wrote about yesterday. Family dinner, if we can still call this a family. What a shame (I'm not being ironic at all, I really wanted to see those) I know nothing really interesting really happened since I last wrote but hey, I'll be unavailable until tonight, and my goal is to write everyday. So it's not even 9am right now. Last night, around 10pm, my parents, litt... » Continue Reading
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So, as I said yesterday, I (finally) got a haircut. And all of sudden I feel a little better. Today's the Fourth of July and since I live in France, it doesn't mean much to me in a patriotic way, unless..that one fall out boy song. I know the petekey lore and it's honestly fascinating, and that's what makes that day a little special. There are fireworks in my town tomorrow though. I was supposed ... » Continue Reading
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