ive kinda forgotten about this website ngl LOL.... but anywayheres some quick u8s for those who might give a shit 1. i found a job! if you read my dramatic blog a few months ago about losing my job, you would know that it didn't end well... but now I'm thriving at my new job!! making hella monei too 2. i went to a concert with my best friend:] we say ptv, the used, don broco and girlfriends!!!!! ... » Continue Reading
ive been on this site for HOURS trying to create my own layout and i fucked it up somehow and made the text nonvisible SOOO i got frustrated and deleted EVERYTHING!!!:) so fun and cool but i need help w everything omfg. edit- i just give up, this shit is too hard and too fucking tedious to actually be enjoyable » Continue Reading
im so over trying to find a new job. it sucks and its so hard to do after that stuff happened with my being a dumbass at my last job; it feels impossible to find another. » Continue Reading
i could run to the hill tops screaming your name, and still you don't come. i could write letters and spray the note with a soft spritz of love, and still you don't come. i could dress in my silky whites, sheer and drenched from the rain. at my most desirable, and still you don't come. time goes on and i rot in the ground. my legs form into the roots of a large oak tree. my bark is strong and a ... » Continue Reading
ive been questioning for a while if I'm a lesbian... like i could date a dude but i would be just overall way more nervous/scared to do anything (I'm asexual btw:p) but when i think of myself with a girl its just so easy. its hard to explain to explain. all ik is that i want a gf so bad » Continue Reading
sometimes i feel like id be better off without my mom; considering all the shit shes said/ put me through is enough to cut her of but there's a little part of me that doesn't. i normally don't get upset or cry over seeing mother/daughter stuff but this one thing she sent me really got me going just now. i genuinely cant understand how she was able to say and do what she did to me when i was youn... » Continue Reading
okay so long story short; i couldnt go to my friends musical thing this pass weekend and i feel so horrible about it,,, like they were so proud of themself, and i assume especially proud bc they were apart of the techy stuff. i really wanted to go but i wasn't allowed to be out this weekend. and I'm assuming bc of the musical he's been more tired then normal so we haven't talked a whole bunch hfn... » Continue Reading
Before I say anything I wanna say that I’m glad these people have what they need Anyway HOW TF DO PPL GET HEALTH/MENTAL HEALTH CARE SO EASILY??? OMG I genuinely don’t understand it. Like they don’t have to worry about money? They don’t have to feel guilty for needing help? When I had my therapist for a short time I felt so bad bc it cost so much to the point where my dad couldn’t afford it anymore... » Continue Reading
My sister is 7 and for some reason LOVES to sleep in my room . So togoht I let her. I fucking kid you not she took the heart my friend made for my during valentines and told my family that the person who made it “I have a secret crush on” LIKE WTF?. that person is my FRIEND. It’s so fucking annoying that I had to basically tell my sister to fuck off and stop getting on my shit. Now she’s poutin... » Continue Reading
i ve been felling so distant lately idk why i also feel like I've been acting different to my friend i feel like I've been more of an asshole but not in a mean way... idk.. idk why i feel so bad bc this is how i am. i just put on this mega nice front so then i can actually make friends but my mega nice front isn't me idk how to describe it i just hope my friends know that how i act rn is how i ... » Continue Reading