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sometimes i feel like id be better off without my mom; considering all the shit shes said/ put me through is enough to cut her of but there's a little part of me that doesn't.
i normally don't get upset or cry over seeing mother/daughter stuff but this one thing she sent me really got me going just now.
i genuinely cant understand how she was able to say and do what she did to me when i was younger. i cant imagine saying that stuff to basically a baby.
i wish she didn't have to do all that stuff. i could've had a great relationship with her but that didn't happen.
we ended up being states away and seeing each other once or twice a year.
i tell a lot of ppl irl that i don't like her, which is true but i hate that i don't like her .
i want to say that i love her and truly mean it but i cant. i even question if she even loves me?
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mason
ive had all of these thoughts about my dad a lot. i was lucky enough that he eventually managed to change, but thinking about the past can still get me worked up. and i imagine that your mom was even worse to you so that really sucks and its really valid if you dont like or love her. family stuff is complicated