"mourning."
She/they/he and Filipino
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Category: Life
idk anymore i feel myself slipping away from reality. the only thing making me happy is myself. i cant find joy in anything. i feel myself forcing me to talk and to socialize and the pretend im somebody im not. i want to end this endless loop of suffering. i force myself to be someone, fall inlove, force myself to distant from those i love, leave everything, repeat. » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
I HATE SCHOOL I HATE ACADEMICS AND I HATE THAT THE ONL SUBJECT IM GOOD IN IN MATH AND ENGLISH FUCK THIS IM DROPPING OUR FR FR » Continue Reading
Category: Life
So, uh, me and Ukelele are dating now... I think im an asshole for dating my friends crush but... i genuinly love him sm i realised my feelings for him a while ago (may somethng) And he confessed to me a few days after i realised i liked him X3 » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Turns out, my bsf (not anymore) is a fucking mean person. Ukelele told me how shitty my bsf acted towards him with video proof (ps: she acted mean towards him DURING the time she liked him.) Not even in the tsundere type of mean but in the actual mean way. Honestly, after all the stuff Ukelele told me, I can hardly believe she was in love with him. Who leaves their crush on Read after he trusts yo... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I was on vacation that time so I’d be absent from school and too busy to respond to Ukuleles texts. When I had time to finally talk to him, he would call me adorable or cute every time I was interested in his hobbies. I was getting into a situation I will always regret. The entire time I was helping Marigold trying to get with Ukulele but he actually likes me. Well, that’s what I thought. I wanted... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Hey imaginary people in my head!! I’m Danni and my best friend in this situation will be called Marigold . This is a code name for her!!(and for everyone else mentioned) We aren't a duo. We’re actually a trio with my other best friend who we will call Drummer . I’m actually just the option. Marigold and Drummer have been friends since kindergarten. I’m just the tag-alon » Continue Reading
Category: Life
The lowest my life has been (so far) was around March-September of 2022. I literally hated/loved it. My only friends were Karma, Sir D, Iyaan (their online names i wont show their real ones). We were sorta online friends. I knew Karma irl but ever since quarantine I never saw him since. We only talked online, and during school meetings when we had to be there, we never talked. I guess I wasn’t rea... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
It's too cold for me It's too lonely for me » Continue Reading
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