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Category: Life
I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm annoying. I'm sorry I'm a bother. I get if you don't want anything to do with me. It's for the best. I should not exist anyway, right? It'll be better for the both of us in the end. » Continue Reading
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
Everyone is pretentious, always finding ways to benefit from others, always expects everyone else to bend over backwards for their work. I hate it so much. I don't want to become a slave for some company. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I went to do a house viewing today. It isn't a very clean or nice house, but it's in a nice neighborhood. It's next to a nice park. » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
As I'm progressing more into my final year of university, I can't help but wonder if I'll actually make it. I'm struggling so much. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
It's so hard to do anything. Cooking a meal. Cleaning. Going to university. Studying in general. I wish someone would praise me and tell me I am doing well, whenever I do something difficult. I hadn't been to uni since last Friday, even though I should have gone this Monday. The thought of being among people was so overwhelming, that I didn't go. This morning I almost didn't go either, but I forc... » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
What it says on the title. I just want to enjoy the Halloween festivities, but I can't because I have two university deadlines right after Halloween, both of which are killing me with how much shit I need to do. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Since summer is almost over, I thought I would write down my overall feelings for how it went. It was not great. June was fine for the most part, I made a big thing that I hadn't made before, which made me happy. But I also knew I was avoiding other things that I should have been doing. The biggest thing that made it bad was the project I had to resubmit in mid-August, and the amount of work I had... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
It's so difficult feeling okay. Or at least, feeling okay long-term. A couple weeks ago I had wanted to make a post here that would be basically be reflecting on the past year and, more importantly, talking about how much I've grown. But then, I suddenly got hit by a new wave of hopelessness. I'm so tired. I always try so hard. But sometimes my best isn't even the bare minimum. Other » Continue Reading
Category: Life
It's difficult. I don't know where this belief came from. And it won't go away. It just won't. It doesn't matter if other people tell me otherwise. It just doesn't. And I feel guilty about that. I'm sorry that you feel compelled to make me feel better, it won't work. It just doesn't work. I'm not worth it. I'm not worth anything. I'm sorry. I wish I could be different. This is why I hide everythin... » Continue Reading
Category: Games
I downloaded an RE2 remake mod that lets you give Leon cat ears! It's actually a pretty complicated mod that lets you change various things about the game, from changing costumes to the speed at which your character runs. But all I really wanted was the cat ears! There is one problem though, and that is the fact that the cat ears aren't just an accessory apparently. They also give you infinite amo... » Continue Reading
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