There is this guy who thinks I'm his friend but I barely know the dude, I text him because I don't want to be rude to not respond. He crossed over my boundaries and managed to manipulate me into dropping the boundary. Afterwards he decided to deny everything that he had said when I was helping him and made me feel stupid afterwards for sending some links for him to contact when he feels low. When ... » Continue Reading
I have started to fall in love with Goth music even more! I'm becoming a baby bat, yes I have decided to become goth. This is my new lifestyle now. Goodbye emo/scene era, I still love you dearly, and helloooooooooooo goth lifestyle. I'm too excited to begin this new chapter of my music life! I still listen to emo/scene music but my main aim is to become a full goth by the end of the year, which is... » Continue Reading
I'm writing this song for this band that I am in and it is going well, well for my part anyways not really sure about how his part is getting on with but I am sure it is going well. I hope one day we can perform this song live. We are working on the instrumental parts first then we are going to be writing the lyrics of it and we both decided for me to sing even though I am trash at singing XD! But... » Continue Reading
Why is my mood like a light switch? Sure, I feel nothing most of the time because my light switch doesn't work like it's supposed to. My light switch, switches at the wrong times and I could get so mad over the stupidest reasons and beat myself up if I get something wrong the first time. One minuet I could be feeling empty, then when I see people who are my age having fun and laughing, I wish it w... » Continue Reading
Why is it so stressful? It is unnecessary stressful. Like why do we have to go five days to a place we don't even like and I literally learn nothing. I promise you one thing, if I ever become a head teacher (to be honest, I don't wanna be one but lets say I do for some reason end up being one) I will make rules to make classes into groups to learn at their own pace and give them work that will acc... » Continue Reading
I am so excited because one of the bands that I am are creating a new song and it is going to be sooooo good. I'm really excited to release it when it is done , I really hope people will like it. I hope people will like it. Who knows. That is all from me today. » Continue Reading
I wake up, same empty feeling in my body. Not knowing who to trust and not knowing what to do. I glance round to see where I am laying on my bed before rolling around to reach for my phone. Taking a long breath in and out I punch in my password and scroll into the abyss of the internet. » Continue Reading