exactly what it says on the tin. i dont remember the last time i ran a blog like this that wasnt on tumblr or something.......maybe those weebly blogs where the class had to roleplay as historical figures with each other or something. probably that so im just gonna say fuck it!!!! ive been given free reign over this little space in the vast universe and im gonna talk to myself and write down my ... » Continue Reading
who gives a fuck if something is cringe tbh since yesterday or so ive been rewatching aphmau (specifically mystreet) since i was super into her content in middle school with one of my friends and its not that bad, ive been experiencing that joy i used to have back in those days before i experienced big trauma or during the times where big trauma wasnt happening i keep remembering my old friend and... » Continue Reading
I NEVER LINKED BACK TO THE ORIGINAL CREATOR OF THIS LAYOUT OMG IM SO SORRY 3X "rainbow scenecore (ish) layout (cursor, music autoplay and gif)" Layout | SpaceHey i thought it automatically included credit somewhere cuz of my tumblr days (sobs) i know better now lmao » Continue Reading
idk how allistic and neurotypical ppl do it, it can be so difficult for me :[ managing every little aspect of a social interaction is so tiring, from managing my tone, my body language, my facial expressions, managing the other persons tone, body language and facial expressions, keeping track of what i say so i dont say the wrong thing and give proper responses, its all SO MUCH to think of at once... » Continue Reading
THE DOCTORS OFFICE FINALLY LISTENED TO ME AND SENT THE PRESCRIPTION FOR MY ADHD MEDS TO THE PHARMACY THAT HAS IT AND FATHER HAS PICKED IT UP LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOO » Continue Reading
for those who dont know, i have adhd and so does a lot of my family (including both of my brothers, my mom, my grampa, and my nephew to name a few) i know me and my little bro take the same medicine so weve helped each other out during our shortages which is #awesome however hes in another country rn and im officially on day 5 of no medicine the doctors office is holding it HOSTAGE im not even jok... » Continue Reading
we had to put down my dog of almost 14 years today. this is genuinely one of the worst days of my life. she passed peacefully surrounded by family at home, in my arms. my baby girl gracie, youll always be my baby 💕 » Continue Reading
spoilers ahead in case u didnt want those . . . so like i get why ppl were confused when twilight was made a princess, like what did she do other than make friends, but i dont hate it i also dont hate princess cadence, or shining armor, or how celestia and luna were portrayed, or anything like that i do hate diamond tiara and silver spoon, i cant stand them now why i was going to write this post i... » Continue Reading
realizing this year that im nonbinary has been so freeing omfg like i can deconstruct and reconstruct my gender however i want just like legos like how cool is that???? >w < im still cool with my agab but im also chill with any other pronouns and stuff its so cool also been seriously debating chest reduction and potentially top surgery someday cuz these things are ANNOYING UGHHH i tried on a new s... » Continue Reading
yesterday i changed my theme and also added a bunch of stamps this is so FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love the theme because its readable and also its so cute and appeals to me personally so much, like mlp and rawr and rainbows???? im throwing a rave in my heart if it were up to me i would have a million more stamps but im too tired rn maybe sometime in the future ill add more stamps but for now its great... » Continue Reading
today marks 1 year since my ex-best friend of 16 years cut me off and refused to apologize for being ableist to me for my autism. since i asked for an apology and they told me i was a piece of shit. since ive felt more peace without them in my life. good riddance, i hope your birthday today is horrible and i hope you never stop regretting me » Continue Reading