gender is whatevz

realizing this year that im nonbinary has been so freeing omfg

like i can deconstruct and reconstruct my gender however i want just like legos like how cool is that???? >w<

im still cool with my agab but im also chill with any other pronouns and stuff its so cool

also been seriously debating chest reduction and potentially top surgery someday cuz these things are ANNOYING UGHHH

i tried on a new swimsuit top that was a little snug and i instantly heard seams pop i was like NOOOOO WTFFFF

like i cant do anything without them drawing attention to myself and being heavy like cmon man

dancing? nope they bounce around and tug on my skin so it hurts

jumping? nope gravity says nuh uh

breathing? nope theyre heavy

no back pain? nope my spine folds to them

like COME ON MANNNNNNN