medicine is hard 2 get 3X

for those who dont know, i have adhd and so does a lot of my family (including both of my brothers, my mom, my grampa, and my nephew to name a few)

i know me and my little bro take the same medicine so weve helped each other out during our shortages which is #awesome

however hes in another country rn and im officially on day 5 of no medicine

the doctors office is holding it HOSTAGE im not even joking

"oh you have to schedule an appointment with your doctor to talk about ur meds that uve been taking for the past decade or more b4 we can give u ur meds, we can give u 1 dose in the meantime to keep u going" like bro WHAT????? I NEED THIS MEDICATION TO FUNCTION THIS IS A KNOWN FACT

i did schedule the appt but thats not even the worst part

surely it isnt healthy to make someone go cold turkey on medications right???? RIGHT?????????

my normal pharmacy doesnt even have my meds and wont have a refill until late july so i was told i could either wait or call other pharmacies so yknow what i did????? CALLED OTHER PHARMACIES IM NOT WAITING FOR THIS SHIT DUDE

so i found a pharmacy that has my medications (POGGERS) and ive asked my doctor to send the rx there, but they havent gotten back to me at all, like wtf??????? theyre extending my suffering fr

so yeah its day 5 of feeling like sludge and i HATE IT HERE UGHHHHHHHHHH LET ME OUTTTTT