"stressing myself out"
suffering from imposter syndrome and a main character complex
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Category: Life
i’d like to be called soft. and warm. and sweet. and smart. and tough. and clever. and kind. and silly. i don’t need to be the loudest in the room. i actually hate being called loud. bold is okay but i don’t really like being called it. i’d like being called captivating though. soft but tough. smart but silly. i can be both. i can be all of it. i can be whatever i want to be. i would just also ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i’d like to be called soft. and warm. and sweet. and smart. and tough. and clever. and kind. and silly. i don’t need to be the loudest in the room. i actually hate being called loud. bold is okay but i don’t really like being called it. i’d like being called captivating though. soft but tough. smart but silly. i can be both. i can be all of it. i can be whatever i want to be. i would just also ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
who dictates being wrong is bad? it's so fucking stupid that learning is so fucking frowned upon god forbid i didn't slide out of the womb fucking knowing everything and knowing how to do everything right why is it so hard to make mistakes? who is the voice in my head telling me I'm stupid for being wrong, judgingly chuckling because I'm wrong why is it so wrong to be wrong? » Continue Reading
Category: Life
had the thought that if putin lost it and ww3 broke out like at least i wouldn’t have to do my homework and then i thought abt it and i was like nooo war :( » Continue Reading
Category: Life
had the thought that if putin lost it and ww3 broke out like at least i wouldn’t have to do my homework and then i thought abt it and i was like nooo war :( » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i see her when i scrunch up my nose i see her when i look through my hair instead of sweeping it aside i see her when i kick my feet above the ground while sitting i see her. i haven't seen her in a long, long time. » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
for years i was so mad i would have to remember you for the rest of my life and hey this is a little fucked up but i’ve found my way into a plethora of memory displacing substances and i’m inches close to completely forgetting you the feeling of your breath on my neck is finally nothing to me sometimes i need to reach in to recall your name and the memories i made with you are now things i laugh a... » Continue Reading
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Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
dude if i don’t get into one of the shows at my school next semester i may genuinely shoot myself like how badly do i suck you know??? hello? help? should i just die??? comparison is the thief of joy and boy am i unhappy » Continue Reading
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
dude if i don’t get into one of the shows at my school next semester i may genuinely shoot myself like how badly do i suck you know??? hello? help? should i just die??? comparison is the thief of joy and boy am i unhappy » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
like i almost impulsively brought it up when my brother brought up his mental health struggles but it felt wrong to? like we all know we’re all mentally fucked up but i’m worried everyone’s gonna think i’m stupid for taking it but i wanna try? like i’m worried it’ll “dull my sparkle” but if the sparkle is making me struggle to get out of bed what’s the point and i only want to take it short term i... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
regardless i’m basically over him now like even though i “like” him still technically i’m no longer making myself act a damn fool but he’s been acting Exactly the same. but not in the i don’t want our dynamic to change way but in almost a “i don’t remember you telling me you like me way” i must be tripping right? we realized he probably drank one bottle of wine’s worth of alcohol before i told him... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
so i’ve been thinking about doing this for a while but the Boy thing has sort of pushed me over the edge i realized like i embarrass myself basically impulsively on instagram and it’s truly parasocial so i deleted it. and i moved stuff around made it harder to access “social apps” so all thats on my homescreen is banking, school stuff, dropout (college humor) and youtube and tiktok i will at some... » Continue Reading
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