"stressing myself out"
suffering from imposter syndrome and a main character complex
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Category: Romance and Relationships
WELL ONE IS HS ONE IS MIDDLE SCHOOL WHICH IS CRAZY TO ME BECAUSE IM AN INCOMING SOPHOMORE IN COLLEGE IM JUST CRAVING AFFECTION TBH BUT LITERALLY HOW WOULD I EVEN GO ABOUT ASKING TO TALK OR HANG OUT WTF I ALSO DONT FEEL AS BEAUTIFUL AS I WAS WHEN I WAS INTERACTJNG WITH THEM SO ANY ADVICE IS WELCOME AND ENCOURAGED » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
girlhood is sitting in the bathroom of your college dining hall waiting for your friend to be finished with dancing at the theatre association’s “prom” » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
the boy i fell in love with has a girlfriend today the boy i fell in love with fell in love with me once too and seeing him with her makes my blood boil he was never mine i pushed him away in search of lust and instead of returning to comfort i neglected him in shame but he found me again and instead of reaching out to try to be friends once more i remembered how he was never mine and he never tri... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
how can i look my family in the eye and say i want to leave them and go home? i miss them. so much. and they’re here in the city and i’ve wanted NOTHING MORE than to show them the love i have for this city. so why is their presence here tearing me apart? yesterday after class, i was walking to their airbnb and i bought boba for my little brothers and i and it just made me so sad i miss going home... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i knowwww my anxiety is coming back again and it is so bad this time it has returned with a vengeance at night i will go to sleep at 2 am and wake up at 5 and cannot go to bed again but if i fall asleep in the day i will sleep straight through my alarms with no recollection of them ever going off; so I'm afraid to sleep in the past two days i have only eaten thrice but i am still bloated and I'm ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
my roommate flew out to hang out with my other three roommates who all live in the same town and i didn’t know at all lol » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i just i knew this would happen but everything’s kind of quietly falling a part and i feel lost!!! my friend group with everyone has a lot of quiet wounds that’s made everyone not really close/comfortable with each other anymore and i just don’t feel happy with them anymore so i don’t want to talk to them and ofc sage is never available to talk to so i don’t want to trust her because she’s always ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i've been thinking about it because i feel like i truly just fall in love with any pisces man walking the earth so like... why pisces??!?@?!@? and so i'm a leo and i just kinda hate it when people are obsessed with me but also inside my heart i'm like yesssssss be obsessed with me you love to love me so i think i like pisces because they are always in their own world so 1) they're likely not to b... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
my brother made me get mcdonalds for him but i didn’t want to so i got him mcdonalds but as i was driving home i turned too hard and the open bag spilled over and all the fries fell out the bag so i pulled over and and put the fries from the floor of my car back into the carton and put everything back in the bag and gave it to my brother for him to eat when i got home yeah » Continue Reading
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Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
i have tigers eye white quartz rose quartz carnelian black tourmaline citrine should i get anything else based off of the crazy shit i've explained in this blog orrr what LOOOL » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i am so sick of being dismissed and diminished by my roommates it's literally going to drive me CRAZY if it hasn't already I've literally taken to ignoring my roommates when they call out for me for my sanity. is that proper etiquette morally? no. i don't give a fuck though electra literally will give me the silent treatment and will disagree with me on the stupidest things as if I'm the biggest v... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
he literally acts zesty af but HAS A WIFE AND CAT CHILDREN???? AND I'M ATTRACTED TO HIM???? men talking about music theory is literally my kryptonite maybe that's why it's literally so sick maybe I'm just sleep deprived and touch starved like i just needed to vent ok bye » Continue Reading
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