thank god i’m so close to forgetting you

for years i was so mad i would have to remember you for the rest of my life

and hey this is a little fucked up but i’ve found my way into a plethora of memory displacing substances

and i’m inches close to completely forgetting you

the feeling of your breath on my neck is finally nothing to me

sometimes i need to reach in to recall your name

and the memories i made with you are now things i laugh about because i deserved better, not because i wish i had more than memories

and most importantly 

i haven’t lost sleep over you since 2021. cuck