I am finally free from the trappings which prevent me from seeing my potential. I saw the most beautiful woman in the store today. I didnt talk to her. But i understand. I watched a film by Coppola. It was nicely paced and offputting. I find it interesting seeing those long dead faces putting their being into media the likes of which they were never recognized for. It all comes together in the end... » Continue Reading
The last night of Hanukkah/Christmas was really nice i felt in touch with the spirit and stopped being a bitch so i was normal old me for those two days. There was some temporary illness in the family so that sucked but at the end of the day all was as jolly as it could have been. I got deus ex as a present so i gotta start playing that when i get the motivation. I also watched blue valentine whic... » Continue Reading
Im still checking my phone for texts that i know wont be there but as of now i think im fine. I watched lost in translation last night and the “sometimes” scene really caught me off guard because i didnt think anybody would have mbv score a movie. But it was also so beautiful and contemplative and really put me in a frame of mind where everything made sense. Plus it was christmas eve and there’s z... » Continue Reading
How easy is it to be forgotten? If the love i felt we shared was true than she may be up right now thinking about me in the same way that i think about her. However, if it isnt than she’s mad that i think of her as a bad person, but happy that im no longer part of her life. Honestly i dont think ill ever know the answer to that question, and for all the time i can and likely will spend wishing thi... » Continue Reading
I really dont know what to say. Everything seemed like it was going swimmingly and now it feels like my world is crashing into itself. I suppose ill start with claire. Today i found out that i was right back when i distanced myself from her, cuz she was messing with some white boy who i told her was an abuser and talking about me to him behind my back. Shorty was my best friend for like a year and... » Continue Reading
Fuck Apple and corporate greed mane i went in to the apple store today because my airpods have been rattling and being annoying (pro tip, dont mix on airpods if you dont want that to happen) and asked them what they could do. Those individuals made me wait for like an hour and a half just to tell me that my pods were 23 days outside of the recall date and that i need to buy new ones. Folksnem are ... » Continue Reading
Imma just merge the two days together since i forgot to do one this morning. Yesterday i got up early and watched the world cup with the homies that was cool. I never really watched soccer like that but I will now cuz that was better than any super bowl ive tapped into (but ion watch football so idk why i even brought that up). Den i went up to the compound for a lil bit and all was merry and well... » Continue Reading
I spent like half the day in bed listening to Blur and the newest Nezzus album. I was playing Watch Dogs as well cuz that hipster Chicago lowkey fit the vibe. Its been a minute so it was kinda refreshing. I was also surprised at how good See You L8ter was cuz i thought nezzus would have to be ass for opium and lonely to have sorta left him behind. Thats why i ride solo though cuz imma die before t... » Continue Reading
Imma just start doing these the morning after since i cant force myself to stay awake. I done bossed up on these fools with that test cuz apparently i was top of the class on my academic weapon shit. I also got accepted to drexel but not for my major until a year in which is fine but i already got other better offers that i think imma take unless the next couple can match that or go higher. Either... » Continue Reading
Fell asleep before i could do one yesterday so ill just do this before i take a shower. I got an 86 on the psych test which im proud of considering how long it took me to actually sit down and study. I also got a follow back from a rapper i been fw for a minute so im geeked about that. I did feel like shit a lil bit cuz i forgot to get my brother’s work that he missed cuz he’s sick but thats why i... » Continue Reading
This is nice cuz nobody really uses this site so i dont think anybody will read this which is cool cuz i dont really want anyone to this is just for myself more than anyone. Imma start logging my days and shit like a diary on here to look back on like a virtual time capsule so here we go i suppose. I recorded two new songs today which felt nice because i havent really been happy with anything i re... » Continue Reading