12/14/22

This is nice cuz nobody really uses this site so i dont think anybody will read this which is cool cuz i dont really want anyone to this is just for myself more than anyone. Imma start logging my days and shit like a diary on here to look back on like a virtual time capsule so here we go i suppose. I recorded two new songs today which felt nice because i havent really been happy with anything i recorded in like a month. Its crazy cuz this is actually shaping up to be a pretty solid album. I never really thought i’d have something of my own to share with the world and it feels weird but also a little nervewracking cuz every time i tell myself im onto something unheard i feel pretentious and like when i drop ill just get lumped into the crowd which is very possible considering im prolly just gassing myself for no reason which is whatever. I gotta study for a psychology quiz though so that should take my mind off the subject for the rest of the night. I also saw this girl (we’ll call her claire) like 3 times at school which never happens and i feel like im gonna fold and text her even though its been 3 months since i ghosted her for no good reason after being super close for 2 years before that. Im definitely a shitty person for that but i feel like i had a reason so if i fold and remember that reason ill feel even worse so ill ignore the universes signs for now. I think thats it really in terms of thought so ill prolly just go to bed now cuz now that i think of it im way too tired to study so ill prolly just do that in the morning.