12/18/22 - 12/19/22

Imma just merge the two days together since i forgot to do one this morning. Yesterday i got up early and watched the world cup with the homies that was cool. I never really watched soccer like that but I will now cuz that was better than any super bowl ive tapped into (but ion watch football so idk why i even brought that up). Den i went up to the compound for a lil bit and all was merry and well and then i went home. If i was gay id have domed my one homie up by now cuz i been talking to claire and its like nothing even happened which is crazy. Reminds me why i care about her so much. But this time im gonna relax and keep things where she has them unless the time presents itself for both my own peace of mind and the stability of our friendship. But we stayed up till like 1 texting so hopefully that opportunity comes sooner rather than later cuz i dont wanna have it happen right before graduation before anything can come of it. But i suppose thats one of life’s sweetest gifts and cruelest punishments in that the best of times are usually the shortest and the longer you stretch it the worse things get. Then today i just went to school nothing really happened it was an cool typa day. Really just a continuation of yesterday but the cooldown period to give me some time to chill.