12/23/22

How easy is it to be forgotten? If the love i felt we shared was true than she may be up right now thinking about me in the same way that i think about her. However, if it isnt than she’s mad that i think of her as a bad person, but happy that im no longer part of her life. Honestly i dont think ill ever know the answer to that question, and for all the time i can and likely will spend wishing things were different, they wont ever be. However i believe that the lessons i can get from this are very important, albeit difficult to dissect. There is one saving grace, that being her unfollowing me on spotify which she wouldnt have done if she didnt care. But thats not for me to dwell on for if she wishes to talk to me then she’ll find a way. I think ill just devote my time to figuring it out until i find somebody else because i think i have all the pieces but no idea how to arrange them.