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Category: Writing and Poetry
the aftermath is the only thing people will ever acknowledge. "oh, you have scars" not, "oh, you're going through something" they'll never notice it when it's happening, no matter how loud you scream, they never notice until it's almost nothing. you have a scar, your scar has a story. but all they will notice is the fleshy line across your skin. they won't acknowledge your hurt until it's over. th... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
every corner of this place is dark, in fact I haven't seen light in years the haunting thoughts can't be pushed back and suppressed anymore, there's no more good to counter it every opening has been shut, all the vents have been plugged and all the doors have been locked. Again, this place is flooding. this time, I don't bother to stop it. I don't try to prevent this small, dark enclosure from be... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I'm drowning again, but this time I wont ask you to help me not because you are barely keeping yourself above the surface I allow myself to drown in everything, indulge in this moment, in the raging storm I am, I let myself drown and as soon as the sensation hits I crave it even more as the waves come crashing, surrounding me, filling this empty void of the person I am, I soon realize how pointles... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
nothing is as it once was nothing is how it really is in your eyes youre living in some warped world youre mind is such a mess that it has to distort everything else to match it youre going insane, youre dying you sttill dont feel it what is feeling? you are so far gone that you cannot remember you feel nothing, yet you still ache for that feeling of not feeling at all you are overcome by self-des... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I want a fresh start, i want to go back but how do i do that when im surrounded by the past? i want to be on my own i want to be my own person, alone but nobody knows anything about me i despise myself for what ive done i dont even know myself i wish i knew, but when i try to find out, my mind goes blank who am i? i wish to fall asleep i wish to never wake up » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
You're feeling empty again, not empty enough, though. You just want to dig out your core. You ache for that complete feeling of emptiness. But even then it wouldnt be enough, would it? You're practically a zombie, youre sleepwalking, youre shallow. Its still not enough. you still want more. You wish to just break down completly into nothing. you want to die out, but physical death would mean noth... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
im hanging on a bridge with my friend mikey way from my chem. /j if yk, yk » Continue Reading
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