unknown identity

I want a fresh start, i want to go back

but how do i do that when im surrounded by the past?

i want to be on my own

i want to be my own person, alone but nobody knows anything about me

i despise myself for what ive done

i dont even know myself

i wish i knew, but when i try to find out, my mind goes blank

who am i?

i wish to fall asleep

i wish to never wake up