what has your mind become?

nothing is as it once was

nothing is how it really is in your eyes

youre living in some warped world

youre mind is such a mess that it has to distort everything else to match it

youre going insane, youre dying

you sttill dont feel it

what is feeling?

you are so far gone that you cannot remember

you feel nothing, yet you still ache for that feeling of not feeling at all

you are overcome by self-destruction.