For a while I was obsessed with this site. Using it every day and finding accounts and talking to people. I dropped off it when my depression went into full effect. I've always been depressed but this was the lowest I've ever been, and that lasted for 20 months. I'm doing a lot better now but I can't help but feel I've been pushed forward in time, as if I missed everything in between and am now in... » Continue Reading
One of the things I struggle most with in my life is my relationship with sleeping. Sleeping should be simple right? Wronggg. I can't do it. My brain outright refuses to want or desire sleeping. I'm a night owl, I absolutely love to stay up (this is brain talking). Part of me loves to stay up and the other rational part knows I have to wake up early and work tomorrow. It's a never-ending conflic... » Continue Reading
Omggg. I love this so much!! This is the cure, MY CURE!! Scratches the impossible itch. What a perfect first episode, both the dub and sub are amazinggg. Animation is gorgeous and the style is so kind on my eyes, usually I dislike 2000s animation but it's a rare exception, it looks so fineeee God I can't wait to keep watching aaaaaaaaaaa I wish I could watch it with somebody else so I can pour my... » Continue Reading
How much of yourself do you put into your work? I've heard it from both sides. Some say you should never put yourself into something you're writing, you should simply have the skill and talent to write about characters that are exclusively not yourself. On the other hand I've heard that some of the greatest works of all time come from artists that have put themselves into their art. I agree with... » Continue Reading
I'm on the End of Evangelion now. It's a masterpiece imo. I love this movie to death. I've seen the show itself about 10 times but EoE at least 25+ times. I can't wait to move on and binge the Rebuilds next (yet again) » Continue Reading
I have recently discovered/realised that I get seasonal depression with the hot summer weather. Things couldn't get any stupider about me... Its not even summer in general, it's specifically summer in my home town. Summer anywhere else is beautiful and lively but here the heat, the mustiness and very particular humidity reminds me of my struggles and bad times in my past years that I have long sin... » Continue Reading