Back on spacehey

For a while I was obsessed with this site. Using it every day and finding accounts and talking to people. I dropped off it when my depression went into full effect. I've always been depressed but this was the lowest I've ever been, and that lasted for 20 months.

I'm doing a lot better now but I can't help but feel I've been pushed forward in time, as if I missed everything in between and am now in a worse physical state from the substance abuse as a coping mechanism. It's like I've opened my eyes and woken up after someone possessed my body. I'm back but different in so many ways. 

Now it's time to move forward and strive to accomplish goals and make myself happy.