How tiresome

I have recently discovered/realised that I get seasonal depression with the hot summer weather. Things couldn't get any stupider about me...

Its not even summer in general, it's specifically summer in my home town. Summer anywhere else is beautiful and lively but here the heat, the mustiness and very particular humidity reminds me of my struggles and bad times in my past years that I have long since moved on from. 

It's as if my brain compiled all my negativity to only activate when it's a certain type of weather.