and my dad is STILL getting weirdly mad at me for getting water in the night????? wtf is actually wrong with him? i mean, whats wrong with a lot of my family lol annnddddd its offically been 200 days since my parents permantly traumatised me :D » Continue Reading
i thought my other plan besides waiting till i can get a job was to use my grandmas old phone. i asked her where it was and she said she has no clue. im sure i could find it if i dug around some drawers but still. i also dunno what charger it uses cuz its an old ass android. hopefully its just the basic modern android character tho. btw i watched lil pootis for the first time today!!!! its soo cu... » Continue Reading
bruh last night i stayed up till like 12 looking through the sniperspy tag on tumblr lololol im tired as shit now but i have no regrets !!! yesterday was actually wild. so liek, i went 2 art therapy and explained how terrified i am of my mum atm. then the person who was picking me (family friend) up ended up on the otherside of MELBOURNE, somehow. i thought it was funny tbh and so did dad who ha... » Continue Reading
some girl found out that i dont like the weird shit my mum does with my tech and started obsessively messaging me calling me an ipad kid and spoiled brat and all this shit and i had to message her being like “please stop. my mums a narcissist which is why i dont trust her with my phone” » Continue Reading
i wanna cry so much. this hellish year is nearly over and my mother is making my healing process so much worse that fucking narc bitch. I CANT LOSE CONTROL. im terrified i cant lose that sense of control, i cant let the monsters in my family win. i cant let my mum control me, i cant because im panicking so much shes so horrible to me. she hates me. but i have to keep lying or ill get hurt so much... » Continue Reading
sigh, i started playin pressure recently cuz im doing my annual once in a blue moon roblox binge before i go back into hiding for a year and man i have a fat ass crush on Sebastian wtf like ughhhHHHHHH THE FUCKING VOICE HMHMHHEHEHHEEMMM. KEEP IN MIND I DONT KNOW THE LORE OR SHIT YET SO NO SPOILERS!!!! but damn... damn.. i want him to hold me with his tail. i get so excited when i die so i can hear... » Continue Reading
i got the first game and i really liked it and ive been thinking about getting re-up whenever that goes on sale but got distracted by... things (i played through the entirety of portal and got a tf2 addiction) but apparently flipside came out and theres... foot fetish stuff????? hHUH??? and also the endings were apparently ass bruh my heart would literally be broken if i was hyperfixating on class... » Continue Reading