i had a really bad dream

the school day had ended and i was walking home when my mums dad, pa, was there. i was horrified because my mum talked about how hes a narc and was terrible to her so i had no idea why he was there. i think i ended up walking away because i thought he was gonna kidnap me or something. i think i ended up walking around the school and then coming back to follow him. we walked to this really cheap looking house that clearly wasnt his. i asked if he could take me home and he said “we’re going here to fix our relationship” 

i immediately said fuck off and ran away to call my mum. i explained the situation to her. i think she must’ve asked why i was scared and i probably responded with “he’s gonna hurt me! or manipulate me or do something terrible” 

and my mum responded with “i can’t believe you would think something like that. why would you ever assume that? i brought him around to help you. we are trying to repair our relationship.”

i hung up and felt so horrible. something was deeply wrong. my mum was trying to manipulate me. the dream kinda fuzzed out from that point and became about other stuff.