it was kind of fever dreamy and hard to remember, but here's the parts i do remember. i think the dream was based off an old memory from years ago, before i went thru puberty. i was at my grandmas house during the summer holidays, my grandmas set up a plastic swimming pool that was shaped to look like a shell. my cousin had put on her frilly swimming bathers and messed around in the pool and the s... » Continue Reading
its so beautiful... cant wait to be older, living in a dorm room hearing the sounds of wind and rain knowing my life isnt a mess anymore » Continue Reading
even tho i still dont understand anything that happened T.T is this why i like yume nikki? wait, what if kikiyama got inspired by lain cuz it kinda fits with yume nikkis style. being inspired by earthbound and lsd dream sim and stuff hehe » Continue Reading
and if one of the rules was, "no wishes of any form that can involve you getting more than three wishes". you can be hyper, hyper specific. write down the whole procedure if you need to. you can sort of ask for more in one wish as long as it relates to all the previous wishes. the being giving wishes isnt going to trick you or make you be hyper specific. so like, if you ask to bring someone from t... » Continue Reading
I'm not sure how I could even explain what happened, I just wish it would be over and done with. But for the sake of the future, I shall share. At least most of the important parts. I had what I call, "Nightmare week" On some day i cant even remember anymore, i happened to get so scared and sick from everything that had been happening that I posted on instagram. maybe i said things i shouldnt hav... » Continue Reading
sorry i wasnt online for a while family issues and mental health shit popped up, but i think im getting back 2 normal. ill talk more in depth l8r at some point when everything goes fully back 2 normal » Continue Reading
a different diary entry. (6/04/20XX) today, i did the most terrifying thing i have ever done. and ive finally done it. i felt sick to my stomach today, because i was so nervous about my plan. even though i know exactly how everything is supposed to go, i was terrified. it wasn't really until 2 hours before my plan took place that i was terrified because i didn't know what i was going to find in ... » Continue Reading
i played around with the flywire last night and a but this morning and found out i can't take it off very easily at all, inside or outside. so i had to take drastic measures i know :\ it's super obvious, but there was no other way and i NEED more evidence! » Continue Reading
it might sound crazy as hell, but hear me out. im gonna get more evidence by climbing out my window and sneaking into my dads office at night. now the reason that i have no other way to actually collect evidence and the reason why i need more (even though what i have is pretty damn good) is because of this 1. i cannot log into his facebook account for whatever reason. when i put in a password it a... » Continue Reading
seriously need to get outta the house 4 a while after all this shit. like everytime my dad passes by me i feel like screaming at him or calling him a lying asshole.. but i think more the most part i'm keeping my cool pretty well. im gonna try going on his computer when he's out of the house in a few days, maybe. and try and note down more family stuff rn. last night my evil brother spilled water... » Continue Reading