I look down at my hands and trace their edges with my eyes. I look at a stranger's face and see the curve of her lips, the shape of her nose, the round of her chin, and think 'how intentionally beautiful we are.' June 8, 2023 » Continue Reading
So I havent been on here in like months. Uhh where to start. 2 days ago i rolled my ankle SUPPER bad skateboarding so im kinda out of commission for a while :( oh and i started a new job at a bakery. Also I went to this cat cafe and its super cute but u have to make reservations to play with the cats so im gunna go back another day with one. Also my little brother graduated hs so thats crazy. Also... » Continue Reading
Jan 10 2023 Soooo update on my trip plans. I was starting to think i wouldnt be able to go but talked to a couple friends at church about it and they said they are totally down to go too. So it will prob end up being a 4 man trip!! which would be so much fun. And it would happen this spring. one of the guys said that he has always wanted to go and that 2-3 weeks wiuld be how long he wanted to visi... » Continue Reading
Jan 1, 2023 (23:43) Hi. So i went back to my home state for the holidays and today before heading back to Oklahoma I looked through my old journal and read some entries from when i was 15 years old (im 20 now). I wrote some pretty cringw stuff LUUL so ima share some moments below cuz why not. When i was a sophmore in hs i had a MAJOR crush on this girl, we'll call her Kate. I liked her for all 4 y... » Continue Reading
Dec 7, 2022 So ive been thinking of taking a trip out of country here recently and ive decided on Japan. I dont really know too much about Japan, I never consumed japanese media before until now that im trying to get familiar with the culture before i go. Its definitely... weird compared to what im used to. I chose Japan cuz it seemd like one of the least "western" but modern places i could visit.... » Continue Reading
One of my friends recently developed a camera of hers from 2020!! Thats me on the right and my high school best friend on the left. All of us live in different cities now so we dont really hang out anymore but we see each other maybe a couple times a year still » Continue Reading
honestly hate myself right now. Im a idiot im retarded what ever you want to call it. why cant i just be normal in the head. Why cant i just make decisions like a normal person. Why do i take things to the extreme and push those close to me away and disregard their advice. Im just not nromal. Im bad at life im bad at friends im bad at relationships im bad at literally everything. Im fucked up in t... » Continue Reading
"> I always figured the stuff i went thru at 16/17 would be the worst of things, and when i passed that then things would be easier. 3 years » Continue Reading
i jjst stayed up for 27 hours straihgt cuz of work im so tired. Ive gotten a little s;leep since then but im still soo exhausted. IM ORDERING A GIABT PIZZA FOR MYSEF THO IT GUNNA BBE INSANE!!! » Continue Reading
Today was a pretty ruf day. Long day at work same as yesterday. Im sick of this. Same thing over and over again. Work sleep work sleep worksleep work sleep. I know its my own fault cuz i go to bed so late but still. Monotony .... » Continue Reading