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My 15 yo diary about a girl

Jan 1, 2023 (23:43)

Hi. So i went back to my home state for the holidays and today before heading back to Oklahoma I looked through my old journal and read some entries from when i was 15 years old (im 20 now). I wrote some pretty cringw stuff LUUL so ima share some moments below cuz why not.

When i was a sophmore in hs i had a MAJOR crush on this girl, we'll call her Kate. I liked her for all 4 years of hs until moving on in college even tho we went to the same one (until i dropped out). Well, we use to be friends and talk sometimes but we only ever talked at school or over text. But i was completely infatuated with this girl for who knows why. Anyways heres a couple of the entries I wrote about her that are kinda cringe

January 8, 2018

"I think she might like me but I don't know. I don't want to ask her out because I don't know her very well, because I don't want to throw the start of our friendship away, and because I haven't dated someone in almost 3 years. She's just so wonderful though. I can't get her out of my head. . . .(I started blabbering about other guys that apparently liked her) . . . . . I think Kate might like me though. I don't know. Maybe I'll gamble it all to be with her. The start of our friendship, me being able to talk to her. She's just great though. I don't like her nose ring or her dyed different colors of blonde hair, but I like her eyes and mouth. Her nose, her smile. Her quiet personality and soft voice. I can't stop thinking of her. The more I know about her the more I seem to like her even more."

January 10, 2018

"I don't care what she wears or what she does to her hair or nose, she's still beautiful to me. Everyday I feel as if I fell harder for her. Every day I seem to stumble, then trip, and fall for her even farther than the day before."

So if youve ever wondered what goes through a 15 yo boys head about a girl then there ya go. Some of the other stuff i wrote was even more cringe, but im glad its there and I dont regret any of it. Its cool to be able to see younger me. That diary is like a time machine to a simpler time and I think its really cool to get to go back and be inside 15 yo Jake's head again. Thats all for now, cya XD


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