girl

mar 3 2024

ok so ive been talking to this girl for a couple months like since october. Shes pretty cool but i think im losing interest in her. She rly likes me and i feel bad about it. Im going on a date w her this wednesday to feel things out and give it a chance. It will be our first real date. Every other time weve hung out its just been as "friends". Ik she rly likes me. She said she couldnt see herself w anyone but me. I just cant see ms w her. I dont want to hurt her cus shes my friend, but ik dragging this out will hurt her even more and waste her time.  I just dont feel like i did when we were first talking. I dont get butterflies around her and when i look into her eyes i dont feel anything. I cant tell if im tired or bored when i have a conversation w her. Shes soooo excited about this date but to me it means nothing. It feels like nothing and I wish it didnt.