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Well, shit. I mean, I told you this would happen, that I'm incapable of consistence with journaling. Oh well, I'm here now, so here's the update. I'm in therapy now, yay. And it's covered by my insurance, double yay. And I actually like my therapist so far (we've only had one session though) so triple yay. However, things aren't going well other than » Continue Reading
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I think my best friend, Alex, became my fp when I wasn't looking. If you don't know what "fp" means it stands for "favorite person", which is a term used by people with Borderline Personality Disorder. You can google more information on that, I don't trust myself to be explaining the complexities of personality disorders on my shitty online diary. You know, I don't want to spread m » Continue Reading
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First, the practical updates. I think I must like Ophelia after all. I have a pretty hard time distinguishing romantic from platonic feelings so it's pretty normal for me to not be sure about someone like this. Also, I don't trust her. Not really. I mean, she hasn't done anything to lose my trust, I just never started trusting her. I don't think I'v » Continue Reading
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I decided this post is just going to be talking about how my day was and seeing if anything interesting comes to mind. And by "my day" I technically mean yesterday, the 23rd. So, I woke up around 1PM I think. I knew I had planned to take a shift at this family owned diner I was dishes at sometimes, so I decided to make something to eat before work. I knew I had to leave by 4:30PM at the latest, an » Continue Reading
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I feel as if, in my life, I am walking down an empty hallway with doors lining the walls, and I can't find my way out. I've been wandering endlessly for awhile now, trying doors. Some of the doors are locked, some of them are open, but every time I try to walk through an open door it closes in my face. I am nearing the end of the hallway and I'm running out of doors to try. At the end, there is on » Continue Reading
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I don't know how much longer I can do this. I literally just woke up and opened my laptop to get on here. My hands were full so I dropped my screen part of my laptop a couple times trying to open it, it made a sound. My grandmother, asleep on the couch at 2 PM, called me a "fucking bitch" and told me to get out of her house. For acci » Continue Reading
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If you're angry about me defending Lana Del Rey consider reading a bit farther before you attack me. But first, a preface. These type of posts are probably going to become a regular thing if I keep posting on here, which I probably won't because I can't stick to anything. I only really plan on posting about "issues" that aren't that big because commenting on serious issues is super draining and em » Continue Reading
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One of my lovers is this girl I'm seeing but not technically dating. Her name is Ophelia. She recently came out to me as trans but that's not really essential to the story. Shit, this was supposed to be short, but I guess there's a little back story required. Okay so despite being » Continue Reading
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So I guess I'll use this blog feature to overshare on the internet. That's one of my favorite things to do, always has been. A journal doesn't cut it for me, I like the idea that someone could be reading my thoughts, however depressing and terrible, and sympathize with me. Or relate to me. Or something. I don't know. My mental health is so bad right now. People go to the hospital for being less su » Continue Reading
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