its been a while since ive hopped on here to day anything so i figured i would give some sort of update? its been a really difficult month, a lot of ups and downs. but the ups have been so fucking good. i have the best romantic partner in the world and we have already made so many exciting memories together. things are slowly opening up so i have been able to see my friends more. i got my old job ... » Continue Reading
last week i lost someone i was pretty close to. my best friends dad had been battling cancer for a few months and it seemed to be going really well but he lost his battle much earlier than the doctors had predicted. he was like my dad too, and its been hard to really realize that hes gone. he was a teacher and a damn good one at that, he was a great father and a very kind person. i hope he is havi... » Continue Reading
last night at like 11:00 i started having pains in my chest so my mom took me to the hospital, i was honestly really scared i didnt want to die lmfao but i went and thankfully it wasnt super busy so i was put in a room by midnight. they gave me a ekg and left me for a few hours and at 3 a doctor finally came to see me and he poked around on my chest and legs and told me to take some advil and get ... » Continue Reading
yesterday there was a huge snow storm and my classes were canceled but for some reason they werent canceled today and i literally had to spend an hour cleaning my moms car off and shoveling it out :// » Continue Reading
i am here with another update on my life just for funsies. the skelanimals hoodie i ordered was supposed to be delivered yesterday, but my address was wrong and today they decided to immediately return it to the sender with no attempt to remedy the situation. after contacting multiple people both from canada post and hot topic theyre going to reship it once they get it back at the warehouse but i ... » Continue Reading
i got to see my best friend again today after not seeing her for a few weeks and honestly this has been the best day ive had in a while. im really happy. i finally got to be back on campus too and see my teacher which is always fun hes a real one i feel like ass now, ive been up for like 12 hours and i barely got any sleep. im going to eat some spaghetti and relax for the night. its so cold today ... » Continue Reading
this is kind of a rant i feel like a lot of us as young adults can agree that the internet is not a safe space for children. every day it seems like its easier and easier for strangers to contact minors and have inappropriate conversations and there is a lot of stuff on the internet that is easy to find and deeply traumatizing for even fully grown adults to be seeing. as someone that grew up with... » Continue Reading
now that i feel like my profile is actually finished i feel like this website is going to be a lot of fun ive already uploaded a few blog posts including a few old shitty poems ive written over the years and i am very excited x3 » Continue Reading
hate is a funny thing. before i met you, i was afraid to use such a strong word because i knew i would never be able to take it back. however, i can safely say you are the one and only person i can say i hate. i once thought that i loved you. but the person i loved wasnt really you, was it? it was the person you wanted me to love » Continue Reading
Being used to a feeling for so long and then all of the sudden, its gone, its like the world is turned upside down in the blink of an eye. You feel so alone. So useless. You spent years thinkin » Continue Reading
i recently bought a very epic and swag skelanimals bat hoodie and so did my friend so we are gonna match and be so cool its supposed to come on wednesday i am actually going to peak the moment it arrives i think » Continue Reading