09/20 I'm a whore. That's what I think I am, Remember when I said I was going to meet the guy on Wednesday? Yeah forget it, I saw him yesterday after school. He's sweet, really and he keeps the conversation going and he's really funny. I can't get to the details here because nobody wants to hear that sh*t XD. You get the jist. I don't feel disgusting or a shame, I think I have some sense of clarit... » Continue Reading
09/19 I have this sick feeling, My stomach twists every time I think of it. it's like I don't deserve to be loved in a way. I had this terrible habit of moving on from people in relationships because i'd be bored so fast, I thought it was over but I was wrong. unfortunately, today is me and this guy's 6 month anniversary. I should be happy but I feel bad. I got Wizz again to feel something becaus... » Continue Reading
I'm at my second to last period, computer science, I can't wait to get out and text my boyfriend. I really need to leave this place. I'm so mentally tired. » Continue Reading
duolingo is killing me, i need to review some things, especially past tense. imperfects kill me. I', honestly ready to be back on my phone to text my bf and do duolingo. we're gonna ft so we'll see the tension there. » Continue Reading
I'm still overthinking about yesterday, I hope nothing really changes between what happened. I tried to be open about it this morning, but he said he was over it, which i somewhat believe him bc our last confrontation, he said again he got over. I've realized he has this thing of getting mad, shutting down, and after a couple of hrs, he'll get over it. It's interesting,. yesterday was just a littl... » Continue Reading
first time I've come to first period on time, i usually come at the end or go to second period. I forgot to tell my boyfriend to text me here, i'll tell him tmr. I just finish this mock regents(it's a test, like a state exam) and I did good, I'll take 73%. the marking period ends on 5/9 and i gotta get my crap together. I still have this ELA essay, i'll get it done tmr. » Continue Reading
not really school drama, but something interesting, so there was this mini debate with this girl and my ELA friend, they went back and forth, and then at the end my ELA friend is like "so are you calling us dumb?" and she said "yes!" and she got her shit and walked out. I think she living her MC moment at that time? Oh well this b*tch always has a problem with us and especially calling my clothing... » Continue Reading
I'm in the computer lab, reading my past blogs, I seem like I'm trying to survive this hellhole, which is true, can't wait to finish next period (P.E) and text my bf after. » Continue Reading
there is some school drama here, i'm not usually the one to get involved in drama, but I'm watching it and leaving side comments. it's very funny bc the people threatening my school friends are the same one watching us. like wtf? anyway how's your guy's day? » Continue Reading