Okay so I’m not currently working on any projects, but I have started a new sketchbook with less as much depressing things in it and more of a shitpost draw whatever I want guilty pleasure sketchbook so I’m uploading some of those to tumblr recently but…. For my next project I think it will be voice acted instead of an animatic, maybe something between friends voices or a story I tell about my fr... » Continue Reading
My fuck it we ball didn’t work. I am constantly feeling this grading anxiety and I throw up everything I eat because of it. I wanted to apologize to my sister this week for the way I acted prior to being hospitalized, because looking back at it is…. Painful, but I didn’t because I got too scared of the outcome. I’m anxious about that, plus I’m anxious about school and these new people coming in he... » Continue Reading
i wash my hands to free them from dirt to be happy and move on only to be reminded im still dirty i'll wash them until my skin is dry cracked and bleeding my hands in the sink it must be punishment for what i've done when does it end? when ive repayed god my debt please forgive me lord, i pray the grace in your heart must grant me some sort of peace please forgive me lord, i pray let my hands stop... » Continue Reading
I’m really nervous today, because of several things 1. I START MY JOB TODAY. paychecks are going to be so awesome. I can’t wait until I get the first one. Of course it’ll probably be like 1 dollar but I’ll take it. Now I can buy things for myself and others! 2. Dear god am I confused. I’m getting anxiety, but in a weird way, everything is so confusing right now. I keep lurking and refreshing like ... » Continue Reading
every night, i sleep with my arms extended reaching out to he who once loved me longing for a touch back to no avail when will i start holding myself and stop trying to hold you i hope never for as long as i live there will be passion for you so if you ever consider me, know im here, longing and would never reject you XOXOXONBIX ps. youre unblocked » Continue Reading
the animatic i'm working on recently has a lot to do with hard feelings. longing. it sucks. i paused the jakedirk animatic to begin this one, because this one took up all of my brain and i couldnt focus on the other. i'm nervous about finishing it. im nervous about posting it. im nervous, it wont matter. oh boy oh boy. i saw this today, it brought up hard feelings too https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT... » Continue Reading
hi everyone! i just wanted to update really quick because a lot has happened in one day. first off, i got my license! now i can drive all alone. i'm excited about this because i can go wherever i want to. second, i got an interview on monday! money yipee now i can buy shit 💪 good things have to be coming. they just have to be. i will keep on hoping! anyways i'm gunna sleep im exausted but yeah th... » Continue Reading
hey guys! lets chaat. for the past week i've been working on a dirkjake animatic.. i'm pretty pumped about it, but it's moving really slowly. i'm doing my best! it'll be my first animatic, so it'll definitely be sloppy. other than that i have been working on my still life art. drawing a lot of birds, flowers, dogs. just trying to branch out. i have not been posting any of this, but if i did i'd pr... » Continue Reading
I am currently wrapping up a contest entry for a state-wide art competition. I am not expecting to win, I’m mainly wanting to get experience under my belt. No matter if I just get a participation award, or if I get first place, I don’t care. I just want to be able to add this to my portfolio for when I begin job hunting for my permajob. Of course, the way I’m working now is not going to work for m... » Continue Reading
i ifnally finished my CSS, after two hours. it really is very simple, and i know lots of people on here who use templates, and i just feel like doing it yourself is so much better. no offence to anyone who straight up CANNOT do CSS, but i feel like doing it yourself makes it so much more you, and a lot more unique. on this website i find people with the same CSS over, and over, so it's nice to kno... » Continue Reading