these tsunamis of emotion that are so perfectly spaced are so not healthy for me. one month i can't be around you. you're the worst person ever and i had no idea why i was dating you. but maybe this is a turning point. maybe this is the final realization that we love each other. this is love. this is the gift and blessing the world has given to me. i think i love you. and i know now that i'm going... » Continue Reading
i don't really know who you are anymore. i'm your second priority. i shouldn't be, right? you are supposed to give me flowers and text me good morning. tell me how much you love me all the time. now it's just me wanting to go back to friends. i was scared these days of me wanting to break up with you were going to come up, but now it's more natural. i think you're feeling it too. which breaks my h... » Continue Reading
i wish i had cool family members. i mean like i do, but i want a cousin or something that's into the exact same things i am. and we hang out all the time and we actually get each others jokes. also i think the problem also is the majority of family is way younger than me or my sisters age so they're already drawn to her instead of me. blah. » Continue Reading
dude i keep getting sunburned over and over again. i'm not even that pale? i would think i would tan when you see how dark the rest of my body is but only my face gets red and sensitive. help? :[ » Continue Reading
it's ironic, i came in for a quick pee but i kept thinking. i took a gasp and the tears formed, my vision became blurry. it's the privatization of the bathroom that makes it so enclosed and safe? you do everything here but no one's seen you do anything. you go in and you come out. it's a little box that keeps your secrets. my eyes focused on the small stain of the wall, yellow, thoughts and though... » Continue Reading
our love isn't like the rest of our generation. i have this magnetic pull to him. i've never been able to shake him off like i have with everyone else. i'm guessing it's the same for him. there's been many situations where i could've forgotten him and live the rest of my life talking about a small crush and that i had back in elementary. but no, we kept each others faces in our dreams. even when ... » Continue Reading
SOOooooOOoO, it's been a while since i logged in! so here i am back in action. i hope i can meet more cool people and grow our community < » Continue Reading