you're the cutest.

these tsunamis of emotion that are so perfectly spaced are so not healthy for me. one month i can't be around you. you're the worst person ever and i had no idea why i was dating you. but maybe this is a turning point. maybe this is the final realization that we love each other. this is love. this is the gift and blessing the world has given to me. i think i love you. and i know now that i'm going to love you forever. even though im young, you're here and even when we're old you're going to be here. i love you so much. you make me laugh more than any boy has ever loved me before. i feel like i need you more than i need breath. i need you more than i need lungs. eyes even all i need is you to tell me what to see. nothing is beautiful anymore when the most beautiful thing i see all the time. i dont know what to call you. soulmate doesn't feel right. everyone calls their boyfriend their soulmate but idk we're more. i've known you for so long. you're my best friend i don't know what i would do if i couldn't even glance at you in the halls. seeing you makes me smile even when you're not smiling back. i love you with lemon and salt.