who else hates boys!!

so, me and my bf who isn't my bf but is my bf, are feeeeling a bit awkward. like any relationship there's ups and DOOOWWnnnzz. obvi. 

sorry a lot of background missing right now. 

right now, for me it's thanksgiving break. My parents do NOT like him, we'll call him baby. me and baby have been off and on, and every time i get fucked over, we're soulmates so whatever, that situation is for a different blog. so, we cannot hang out. 

but for a whole week i can't see him. NOT TOO BAD! to go from seeing him every day at school to not seeing him for a whole week? we've done longer

HAH! NEWS FLASH! baby is busy. like mega mega busy with work, yep got a working man over here. so, i'll just wait till after he's done with work to message him, like any sane woman would think. so, i thought until he did get back from work and barely texted me. 

i swear someone would've had to give him 5 bucks to text me back at a relatively quick response. 

YOU WOULD THINK that after 7 hours of some intense labor you wouldn't want to rage at a game but talk to your sanctuary? even if he's not playing some game he doesn't want to talk. 

what did i even do?

whatever, i'm not the jealous type either. truly, i dont care. but damn i miss him. and i tell him that too! 

we barely text anymore, and before it was all hearts and xoxox's so who knows what is in this man's head.

i've tried to talk to him but he just doesn't like to sit down and talk. i want this time to work too, last chance he's getting.

either needs to get up or get out.

anyways

bye bye,

irritated, HB