i think i love you?

i don't really know who you are anymore. i'm your second priority. i shouldn't be, right? you are supposed to give me flowers and text me good morning. tell me how much you love me all the time. now it's just me wanting to go back to friends. i was scared these days of me wanting to break up with you were going to come up, but now it's more natural. i think you're feeling it too. which breaks my heart even more. the one thing that's really stopping me is my feeling of being alone. i don't really talk to anyone anymore. i gave it all up to give you more time. but now you won't even give me 10 minutes. i think i'm just dwelling on how things used to be. i want you to be the person you were before we dated. the one that was too scared to hold my hand. the one that wanted to be around me all the time. yes, you tell me you love me. but i need more than words on a screen or audio from my phone. i want you to ask me to hang out, ask me if i like these flowers, ask me if i want candy from the gas station. i know it all sounds pathetic, but it's all i really had.