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hard questions to ask yourself
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What did childhood me need the most? What am I avoiding? What am I addicted to? What secrets am I hiding and why? Am I being honest with myself and o » Continue Reading
Gwen
"sleeeppyyy"
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petty, stupid void
Category: Blogging
songs: mangetout wet leg, what it is angel olsen, every star shivers in the dark It's hard to put into words what I'm feeling right now. It's too stupid to me to pollute my diary with, so here is perfect. Here is where nobody knows me and I doubt any have ever found me and if so, I'm speechless and impressed. maybe happy. I think a very needy, perverse part of me has fantasized about being found s... » Continue Reading
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eight months later
Category: Blogging
I certainly should have known better than to say I would be a lot more active eight months ago in my summer entry. That was a nice time, I'm glad I captured that. I cut off all of my grown out colorful hair and gained and lost weight again and wore mostly brown with a brown wig and then mostly black with a black wig and became pale and cried and was afraid most of the winter as it tends to go and ... » Continue Reading
dear friends!!!
Category: Blogging
it's been so long since I've been active here! i definitely will be more so very soon, if anyone was checking in. so much in my life has changed. I'm nineteen years old now. I believe i was fifteen or sixteen when I started my account. there are a lot of beautiful strangers on this website! more so than ever. i'd love to talk to anyone. i love the internet being used as it should be. I have so muc... » Continue Reading
thoughts on prom
Category: Blogging
Last night, I was working another closing shift at the theater... it was also the night of my senior prom. I did not go as you may have figured, but I sort of regret it even though I know it was for the best. I went last year, my boyfriend's senior prom. It wasn't the worst experience but I associate it heavily with all the lonely feelings I had back then. I didn't feel beautiful, I was wearing a ... » Continue Reading
It's been a year
Category: Blogging
Oh my goodness. I feel like this will be a much more enjoyable read if you read the blog I posted a year ago first. Just to see the contrast. Just as I said, change is... WELL THINGS CHANGED!!!!! I'm still with that guy. He did not in fact lose interest and we celebrated our anniversary a month ago. I am typing this on an old laptop he gave me. I am very grateful for him and everyone else close i... » Continue Reading
Change
Category: Blogging
A very consistent fascination of mine is change & documentation in general I journal often and take lots of silly little photos with my silly little cameras & try to preserve my life I think it started when I realized how oddly bothered I was that I couldn't look back into my memory and recall exactly what I was doing on September 21st, 2021. I am upset by the way days blur together & fall away, a... » Continue Reading
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2023 & rollerskating
Category: Blogging
my big resolution this year I have already acted on, and ordered a pair of orange rollerskates for myself, slightly used. (I also ordered protective gear so I can look like a loser in front of the hot skater guys when I finally work up the confidence to skate at the skate park) (safety first) I am ghostly pale right now . This was rare for me when I was a kid. Or more of one than I am at sixteen. ... » Continue Reading
Paul Dano
Category: Blogging
I have 8 minutes to turn in a 10-page play assignment I only have four pages for and I have spent the last hour listening to Mook and staring into space instead. Paul Dano is very awesome. Okay goodnight everyone » Continue Reading
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morning
Category: Blogging
I've been writing more poetry lately. I wish I was confident enough to share it, but I'm afraid my words would fall flat unspoken. If that makes any sense. I've been up for an hour now, getting ready for school, procrastinating on the work I have to do. My chemistry teacher assigned 6 pages of work that I will inevitably be scrambling to complete during 3rd period today. Today I'm wearing somethin... » Continue Reading
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today
Category: Blogging
Hey guys, it's been a while since I've done one of these, so hello! Time for me to write incessantly about my life for a small corner of the internet to see. Like a diary entry, but public. Maybe in five years or so I can hunt this account down and reread these. The bold text is kind of like a summary of what I'm talking about if you don't feel like reading all this (can't blame you) Hair Change ... » Continue Reading