2023 & rollerskating

my big resolution this year

I have already acted on, and ordered a pair of orange rollerskates for myself, slightly used.

(I also ordered protective gear so I can look like a loser in front of the hot skater guys when I finally work up the confidence to skate at the skate park) (safety first)

I am ghostly pale right now. This was rare for me when I was a kid. Or more of one than I am at sixteen. I used to wear a perpetual tan. I miss it, and I realized that today.

My hair is chopped short after growing it out for two years (inconsistent with my profile photo here, I know. I don't have any good recent selfies of it on my chromebook). I changed it 23 times in 2022, and it was damaged and lost its wave. It's dark brown right now, almost black, but the dye will fade out. I want it to. I want to grow out my hair in its natural color so it will be healthy and wavy again. 

So in 2023 I want to rollerskate in the sun often and regain a tan and sunburn and my real hair color and waviness and be able to go really fast and backwards and up and down on wheels. 

Also in 2023 I want to be "remarkable."

I have a lot more to say but it is three in the morning and I promised myself I'd be motivated tomorrow.