Sorry if this is rambly but I just really need advice on how to adress this with my friend or resolve it internally with myself, thanks if you take the time to read Me and one of my closest friends are both seniors in highschool right now, we've know each other since 7th grade but recently I just can't stand bei » Continue Reading
I'm finally a senior in highschool (yay) but holy shit has it increased my mental seperation from everyone at my fucking school. I genuinely cant stand anyone im clawing at the bars of my cage. I've already finished my uni applications and I Know that once I get my results its gonna be so hard for me to drag myself out of my room to go to school. It's not even the classes itself that are bad I lov... » Continue Reading
tw: spoiled 1st world problem complaining (i sound like a spoilt brat) (uve been warned) holy shit ive had such a bum ass day today.. friggin the water in my house has decided to stop working and ive just been in a Mood today.. A goddam fly has also been buzzing and stalking me for the past few hrs and its making me Insane. ALSO I was baking brownies earlier today and I used tins that didnt work... » Continue Reading
As a true member of loser masc/butch town I am making a decree that we need more uncool weird and kind of annoying loser masc and butch lesbians in media like josie from bottoms she is my true soul representation except im even more kinda weird and annoying (heavy on the annoying part) I wanna be someones masc but everyone wants a cool suave and awesome masc » Continue Reading
A couple days ago I went to see the new Superman movie with my dad. I wasn't planning on seeing it until a day before the showing at my theatre, the movie wasn't really on my radar until it came out (I've unfortunately always been more of a MCU guy) But, after seeing a lot of positive reviews and my friend gushing to me about how I need to go see it, I did! Long story short, Great Movie. Long st... » Continue Reading
honestly love spacehey cus i can ignore it for months then make a suprise reapperance yap for a little bit and dissapear for ages. Like i think that a lot of people nowadays, in their addiction to social media a sense of guilt or wtv to stay on it but spacehey is just so easy to exist with, its a nice place for me to get my thoughts out into a void where people may shout back, but its not people ... » Continue Reading
on my bed rn calling with a friend about uni apps and i just realized this is my last summer as a teenager and ive spent most of it being anti social staying in my room watching supernatural and reading fanfic, i need to squeeze in more drinking and social time... » Continue Reading
using my blog to have an online list of my cd collection, ill update as I add :D (also i just want to share my collection lol) 1. Bauhaus - Volume Two 2. Bikini Kill - Revolution Girl Style Now 3. Charli XCX - Brat 4. The Clash - London Calling 5. The Clash - Combat Rock 6. The Cranberries - Everybody Else is Doing it So Why Can't We 7. Cocteau Twins - Lullabies to Violane 8. The Cure - Pornogra... » Continue Reading
oh boy. yesterday I went to bed at 1ish am and got up at 3:20am to take my brother to the airport, cam home and slept until 14:00. I avoided doing all my homework until literally 30 minutes ago and it is 4:53am and I have to be on my bus in 2 hours... I have not gotten any sleep since around 14:00 yesterday T-T I havent pulled an all nighter in a long time im sure ill be fine right.. right??? a... » Continue Reading
I'm actually gonna go insane my anxiety is getting so bad.. like i'm not one to flake on plans with friends but in the past 2 weeks ive canceled multiple times. and I've been losing sleep about just being anxious eweoufwqeugbqebg,,, i know I need to talk to my doctor about it but my therapist is so reluctant to advise me for medicaton to my gp :/ and I barely even know my gp since i had to swit... » Continue Reading
i'm so freaking sad T-T yeah i miss my friends but oh my god junior year is stressful as hell and I DO NOT want to have to go back to waking up at 5:30 am every. single. morning. » Continue Reading
I just recently got back from my first concert omg!!! it was the Depeche Mode concert in Rome and it was so much fun, I was on the floor which at first kind sucked because I have lots of sensory issues but i found a good spot towards the back away from the massive crowd i also had earbuds which were a huge help. the music was awesome and the shirt i got is super comfy the lights during the show we... » Continue Reading