I got scammed

Not to be dramatic but this is probably the worst thing to ever happen to me and I want nothing more than to curl into a ball on my bed until my limps merge with my sheets. I lost $500 and I have no idea if I've ever getting that money back and it makes me want to cry, I hate how careless I am about money. Well, I'm not actually careless about money, but just thinking about all the money I wasted on what feels like fucking nothing when situations like these happen, it makes me so frustrated with myself. I know I can't help it considering the times I'm living in right now, money is literally everything, and I don't have a lot. So when I lose half a fucking grand, I. lost. a. lot. And I'm not gonna be able to make that money back until late August, can you believe that? I lost three months of leftover paycheck money in a fucking day. I'm so stupid, but I mainly feel embarrassed. 

I hate being poor.