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Category: Romance and Relationships
I watch as she yearns for the love we once shared. I know she bleeds, I know her too well. This is a double edged sword when it wasn't even meant to cut in the first place. Life for me has been okay. I'm doing everything I need to do. I wish she would talk to me so we can figure this out without one of us getting more hurt, but I'm too metaphorically distant to try. Oh well, I'll be here. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I see my words in hers, and I can tell she carries on my essence. I am not surprised, because she looked up to me for so long, but it is hard to watch. I went to Jason's Deli recently, and much has changed. They don't have my black forest ham, and the ham they did put was far too much. It did not taste as good as back then. I have had so many moments where my mind gets flung back in time, and the ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Books and Stories
The sun sets in a world that has no night. No, you choose when you go into the darkness. Emotions move you in a fully embodied way, and they lock you temporally until you decide to do acts of service in the day and fight for your life in the abyss. It hurts, you scald, but you must tear out your eyes and senses in order to see what is true. To you, it seems, there is no truth in this world. But th... » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
I have seen how she has been doing. I feel pity, and I am saddened, as I have watched her grow since she was basically a child. She used to hold my hand, and grip onto me as if her life depended on it. I was there for her, and held my head high, for I thought I was doing good. Maybe I was, but it's so hard to tell. I can recall three instances- before it all truly began crashing down- where the th... » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
'"Hello? Is there anybody there? If you're there, say something. Show yourself." -Dragon Quest IX I need to do what has been coming for a long time, but I need your help. If you're out there... I want to fix this. I don't want to be a liar. If not, that's okay. » Continue Reading
Category: Music
memory of the death of hope this time, one cycle back to a ghost in solitude always feeding then retreating » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
I've laid here today thinking of how much I have missed because of how ungrateful I've been. I made her a promise that I would be honest with her from now on, and I think this is a good place where I can do just that. Fortunately (or unfortunately, depending on which part of me you're asking), she hasn't found out that I'm using spacehey again. I feel like it gives me a little pocket of that unive... » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
I used to run all the time. Every day I would be out there, in the early morning when the air bites at you. I remember taking her out there once. We sat on a bench and just talked. I always wanted to show her how good I was at running, but I never did. I think I am greedy. I want things but I want them in a way where I don't risk anything. Maybe it's because I've gotten hurt so much, but I'm findi... » Continue Reading
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Category: Games
I played Parasocial! Paranoia! Paradise! recently, and it's hard not to draw connections with my own life. I tried to see the real her, and she lashed out at me. Little did I know, she secretly fell more in love with me while I backed away. I'm sorry. » Continue Reading
Category: Music
Under this crushing wait, I’m sinking It never goes away, the thinking Echoes in empty rooms decaying Alone to face the rest of me What the hell is wrong with me? Why am I torturing myself? Inhalin » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
A knight in rugged, bloodied armor. He is on both knees, his sword in his hand. His position tells you that he does not know whether he wants to rise or allow himself to die. In his other hand, there is a white tulip. You cannot tell whether he has committed this atrocity, or if he has simply failed in his duty to protect his princess. Perhaps he does not know, either. The nidus surrounds him. It ... » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
An upside down cross with a woman on it. There are scars on her forearms, but they do not bleed. There are scars where her bosom should be, and those do bleed. It smells of vomit around her, and she is crying. Gravity seems to be upside down, though, for her tears rise. She wails. "Why must I forsake myself" She is not nailed to the cross. It seems, through sheer will alone, she is held to it. Her... » Continue Reading
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