Can I just get through life not having high expectations of what I should with my life so I can fucking die already? Is that so hard to ask for? Is it really that much to ask for? (Also yeah, I’m back. Don’t know how often I’ll be on here again but we’ll see.) » Continue Reading
05/15/2022, Sunday. 6:50pm. Yesterday I spent the day with Aiden and our friends Ezra, Nygel, and Kiniw. We all went to this small town close by called Lockport, and ate at this really cool retro style diner called Half Moon, which I’ve been to before many times with my family. The food is really good, and funny coincidence that my drama teacher came with her husband there to eat ice cream, it was... » Continue Reading
05/07/2022, Saturday. 7:10pm. I went to my first late night house party last night. It was after our last show of our production, a cast mate of mine was holding an after party at her place, and I was really excited since I got invited, I even brought a bunch of chips for everyone. I was a bit nervous at first since I really didn’t know what to do, how to act or how to talk to the others (even tho... » Continue Reading
05/03/2022, Tuesday. 11:47pm WELL FUCK I ACCIDENTALLY MOANED OUT LOUD IN FRONT OF THE ENTIRE AUDIENCE DURING MY SCENE. Also I play Jesus, which is cool since everyone liked my performance. Makes feel a lot better about myself when people like the art you crafted. (If your wondering we’re performing The 25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee .) » Continue Reading
02/30/2022, Saturday. 11:39am I was going to talk about this yesterday but I fell asleep so now I am (I’m in rehearsal right now). About two nights ago I was browsing eBay, and I found these two Animal Crossing plushies, one of Tom Nook ($20), and another of Celeste ($10). Not only we’re they around $30 together, both were also free shipping. On one hand I thought ‘Maybe I should save up my money ... » Continue Reading
04/29/2022, Friday. 9:31pm I had tried my very first cigar, around 4 days ago, after school rehearsal. Aiden was picking me up and we decided to get some Timmies (Tim Hortons), along with walking around the mall for a while. We then headed out to our favourite park, which was well hidden » Continue Reading
04/18/2022, Monday. 5:07pm It wasn’t too bad, it was actually okay (Minus the terrible period cramps and anxiety attack I had before heading to school.) Wasn’t too tired this time, though it’ll not last that I know for sure. Only got so little time before graduation, just gotta keep it together. » Continue Reading
04/01/2022, Friday. 1:29pm One of our best dates, 10/10. We were both dressed up real fancy and went out to a couple of places, such as an art store (Artist’s Emporium), Toys“R”Us (Cause why not?), the mall (Polo Park Mall), and then the book store (Chapters). We were just looking around at a lot of stuff and talking, along with sliding along the floors of places in the mall (I almost slipped). We... » Continue Reading
03/24/2022, Thursday. 4:05am I have school in the next 3-4 hours and have yet to get any sleep. At first it was okay, just vibing with the music while I read myself to sleep, however the songs playing were all of my childhood and middle school to early high school music. The nostalgia hit really hard and I just laid in bed for hours thinking about life and all that while I “ sad jammed ” to my mus... » Continue Reading
03/23/2022, Wednesday. 11:59am I got an apple from the foods room at school, along with other stuff to eat (sandwich, yogurt, fruit cup, etc.) and without a doubt, it was one of the smallest apples I’ve eaten, like the size of my palm. That’s it, that’s all I wanted to say. » Continue Reading