"contemplating."
i’m pretty and sick, i’m young and i’m bored
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I went out for snacks this past Monday. I went to my old job from 2 years ago. I walked the road I used to walk to get there 2 years ago. I even wore the same shorts I wore two years ago. I didn't really notice it until I saw myself through the reflection of the window pane of the old factory-turned-pharmacy I used to always take glances at myself from. I kind of felt like I was haunting a shell o... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
hello divas. i took a little break from posting here.....i actually forgot about this network lol. just wanted to clear the air and say that life is great despite my inner monologue never shutting the fuck up. they say u got an angel on one shoulder and a devil on the other, but it seems to me that its actually just a whole bitch sitting on my shoulders. im back into reading books. i read " my yea... » Continue Reading
Category: Books and Stories
just so fucking good. britney, i fucking love you. your story has been extremely moving and your vulnerability is something that i one hope to have myself. BRITNEY4EVERRRRRRR » Continue Reading
Category: Religion and Philosophy
hey. i’m craving a monster energy drink, kisses & a vape. yes… some of my needs… yes. britney’s book comes out tuesday, my man’s going to new york and he’s going to get me that fucking awesome bratz blankie at walmart. if he finds it. my mom met him last weekend and since then has seen him like 3 times. life cud b worSe………………… » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
This guy I went on a date with totally left me on delivered for 2 days straight and finally replied to my message...................... I'm so over this. I'm so over dating. It's so annoying. No thank you. = he just wanted to hook up it seems, so is this a loss??????? I just want to collect dolls and do my thing. I really need to get back into photography as well eep. Yeah I'm so so bored » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
i wonder if one day i’ll be able to love and admire who i am right now, the same way i love and admire myself at past tenses. i have so much admiration for the person i used to be, i wonder sometimes what it would be like to be that person again. you know… more naïve and innocent and driven by a fantasy world i created to protect myself from everything. it feels like i’m chasing after who i was an... » Continue Reading
Category: Religion and Philosophy
This is taken from "Je t’aime mélancolie" by Mylène Farmer. If you’re an idiot and don’t know French, then just enjoy the vibes. This is a stunning chorus and I thought I would share. Quand tout est gris » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
A lot of people ask me how I stay really really thin and have this almost model-like figure. And here are my tips. Beware, maybe you’ll fail if you try this because it takes years of training and it has to become automatic and unconscious. Ask my friend swiitea33. It’s difficult!!!!! First you’re going to digest more liquid than solid. I think this is pretty self explanatory. And then also eat onl... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I'm writing my first blog entry on my macbook and I'm listening to Mylène Farmer's album called "L'autre". I really liked Kate Ryan's cover of Désenchantée, so now I'm listening to MF's version and it's really good. I like the song called Je t'aime mélancholie. The remix version!!!! I'm now listening to the Insane Dance mix. Yayyy :D » Continue Reading
Category: Religion and Philosophy
I need to die as soon as possible. Life is insufferable. I have no will to live at all. No one loves me. And that’s the reality of it. I need to be loved intensely. But it’s never going to happen. I will never loved unconditionally. I will die before that happens. Dylan » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
I hate my life. I say it here because I don’t have an audience, but I fucking hate it. I need it to end. I’m ready. I’ve mourned my existence already. Sometimes I sleep naked with the windows open when it’s freezing cold, hoping I’ll freeze to death. Sometimes I’ll sleep with laces tied around my limbs and my neck, hoping the blood stops circulating. And those aren’t even hopes, they’re dreams. I... » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
Hello. Like I mentioned in my last blog post, I said I was going to clean out my closet. And I just did. I’m giving away about 80% of my clothes to people in need because I’m just so charitable like that. And no. I will not be making this donation to Value Village because they overprice their stuff and God knows what the fuck they’re going to do with my F/W 2017 Paul Smith blazer. I mean, I’d rath... » Continue Reading
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