Get off ur ass. It's really not that hard. I know that right now you might feel like life is meaningless and all that but I'm here to tell you that all you have to do is grab life by the nutsack and make it your bitch and then everything just gets better. I've been trying to get up and stop feeling so sorry for myself for literal years and im so mad that nobody put stuff like this into perspective... » Continue Reading
ok so im here to make a list of things i need to do so i can have another bowl and go do it so here we go. Now, this may be a small and simple list but don't you worry it will take all of the mental strength i have to complete it. open curtains sort clothes on floor take out rubbish take out dishes do dishes clean kitchen tidy make bed » Continue Reading
the previous plan did not work out for me. Don't get me wrong, it was a great plan... Just a bit unrealistic. on a happy note: I am making a new plan. And I'm making this plan one step at a time so my adhd brain doesnt explode on me.Anyways this is: Onyx's New Plan pt.1: morning routine:) wake up at 6 (this is what unrealistic looks like but ill try my best) shower have a coffee a snack and abo... » Continue Reading
ok so tomorrow is my last day of isolation and i think thats when ill get it together. I'll have one last day of being lazy and stoned. So anyways the plan i came up with is: take a tolerance break *get a second job- *start waking up early- *stop being lazy- *find a place to live- get a car *save save s » Continue Reading
So I've come to a realisation that I am actually at the root of my financial situation and i need to sort it out. I have things I need to pay for and I just cant afford it with the way im spending. The obvious thing to do is stop spending so much on weed but i dont know how I'll cope doing that because im heavily dependant so I am yet to come up with a solid plan but I'll dedicate a lot of time to... » Continue Reading
I think maybe some space would do me and my boy some good. When my isolation is over ill go stay with mum untill i find somewhere else, even though she is unbearable. I'm worried about gas prices as mums house is further away from work I might have to cut back on some spending. no doubt I'll still stay over here occasionally so im ok with taking a little break for both of our sanity. -Onyx 18/04/2... » Continue Reading
recently I've been staying with a guy i work with and for the most part it's been nice and we get along really well. Sometimes I feel bad as i dont pay rent or anything and stay here alot of the time so i try my best to clean up around the house and stay out of everyone's way. I understand that i cant stay here forever and that i shouldnt even be here in the first place but recently this guy has b... » Continue Reading