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i have no clue what im doing

recently I've been staying with a guy i work with and for the most part it's been nice and we get along really well. Sometimes I feel bad as i dont pay rent or anything and stay here alot of the time so i try my best to clean up around the house and stay out of everyone's way. I understand that i cant stay here forever and that i shouldnt even be here in the first place but recently this guy has been making comments like "get out" or " you cost too much" and for the most part i get that he's joking but i cant help but feel unwanted. I've been trying to find places to go but with my financial situation its not the easiest especially right now in covid isolation. It looks like im going to have to get another job and try harder to find a place to go. Maybe I should stop spending so much on flavoured air and happy chemicals.


-onyx


18/03/2022


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I see myself in your text right here. What i can say is that his jokes are not okay, even if they are just that. Tell him how it makes you feel.

And dont feel like you have to stay our of everyone way, you deserve to take space, never let anyone trample over you.

As for the job side of things, as you said yourself. Its hard times right now, dont doubt yourself. You will find work when you find it.

Remember you are never unwanted, there is always someone that will cherish and love you, and if you havent found that person yet you will.

I know this might not help that much, but i hope you got a smile on your face or atleast thinks better thoughts!!

Stay Safe, best regards!


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and i know these things might not be easy to believe, but we have to work with small steps. evuantally we will get there!

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