i dont know who needs to hear this

Get off ur ass. It's really not that hard. I know that right now you might feel like life is meaningless and all that but I'm here to tell you that all you have to do is grab life by the nutsack and make it your bitch and then everything just gets better. I've been trying to get up and stop feeling so sorry for myself for literal years and im so mad that nobody put stuff like this into perspective for me, like if someone just pointed out that all i have to do is smoke a little less and find something im interested in then actually go and do it i feel wouldnt have wasted like 6 years of my life. It is hard at first and you want to quit but just grow up and do something, and everything gets brighter and people get more interesting, you get less tired and you know what it feels like to be able to rely on yourself and trust yourself. My mindset has definitely changed for the better and im actually happy. I dont care about little things anymore and im way healthier both mentally and physically. I get that it sucks getting told like "gO fOr A WaLk" or "gEt sOmE sUnLiGhT" but the thing is once you get up the best feeling is wanting to go for a walk or wanting to do something to better yourself. The first step is to simply get off your ass and you are halfway there.