10th June 2022 We broke up. I thought we were going to work through everything but I was wrong. I ruined it. I wasn't putting all of my effort into the relationship and that hurt him. I wish I did try harder. My parents won't let me do a lot of things and I know that if I could do those things then it would be different. It seems like history is repeating itself. He said that he still loves me a l... » Continue Reading
8th June 2022 OMG I have not written a blog post in like 2 months and I am so sorry that I didn't. The first important part of this update is that I QUIT THAT STUPID ASS JOB!!! YES! The job that was scheduling a college student 6 days a week can finally kiss my ass. I had to put my mental health and my school schedule first because that will get me super far in life. My boyfriend and I have been g... » Continue Reading
13th April 2022 Well life has been going alright. I know the title may be misleading but whatever. I have still been stressed with school, and it's because of this stupid horrible job. I work 5 days a week and that includes the weekend.. every single weekend. 2 days is just not enough to finish 10 assignments which include essays. When I was in the interview the mamager told me that I would have 2... » Continue Reading
22nd February 2022 Hello. I am finally realzing how stressful it is being a college student and making sure you're keeping up with your documents and shit. I am a fuse transfer student: meaning that after I earn my aa at my community college then I am guaranteed to get accepted into use. I feel so behind on everything and I hate it. I feel stupid for not having these applications filled out and su... » Continue Reading
18th February 2022 My boyfriend and I almost broke up last night. I understand why he decided to almost break upwith me and I don't blame him. After being treated like complete crap by others guys: being lied to, used, and just discarded like a piece of trash. So, I have a tendency of not believing a lot of the things he tells me. It's hard to believe when he says he loves me, that he won't leave ... » Continue Reading
14th February 2022 Happy Valentine's Day everybody! Love is in the air, and I must say that it feels amazing. Today is a very special day for me because I have a date. Now, I know that dates are not really a big thing but this one is different and I'll say why. So I did have a boyfriend but that relationship was not the greatest and he never put any effort into our relationship. He never took me o... » Continue Reading