College (ס_ס;;)

Hello. I am finally realzing how stressful it is being a college student and making sure you're keeping up with your documents and shit. I am a fuse transfer student: meaning that after I earn my aa at my community college then I am guaranteed to get accepted into use. I feel so behind on everything and I hate it. I feel stupid for not having these applications filled out and submitted. I also feel like i'm not trying my best in my classes and it's disgusting. I want to curl up into a ball and cry.. maybe turn into a rock. That way I literally don't have to worry about anything. It also sucks because my parents can't help me in the college process since they never went to college. So i'm stuck here writing emails to so many people to get help on what to do next. I wish I had all the answers. I really want to get my degress and become an adolescent therapist. Thank you for listening to my rant. Ttyl!