Life Update!

OMG I have not written a blog post in like 2 months and I am so sorry that I didn't. The first important part of this update is that I QUIT THAT STUPID ASS JOB!!! YES! The job that was scheduling a college student 6 days a week can finally kiss my ass. I had to put my mental health and my school schedule first because that will get me super far in life. My boyfriend and I have been great but we've been hitting a few bumps here and there. Majority of our issues are coming from how far we are from each other which is completely understandable. I am aggravated by him since I love him so much and this threw me off guard. I did not know that being an hour away from each other was so difficult for him. I though he was dealing with it just like I was but apparently not. We've talked about everything and I think we've reached a point where we understand that there's nothing we can do for now. I live with my parents and follow their rules. I also failed my math class and I should have expected that but I am disappointed in myself. I have to retake the class which means that I have to attend USF in the spring instead of the fall semester. I hate myself and hate that I didn't try harder. I filled an application that is suppose to update the term entry for my admission application. I have a B in the class currently and I've been doing my work early so I have time to study. The only thing that I am not satisfied with is my weight. i hate my body, again. I have gaimned 5 pounds and I feel fat as hell. I don't want to go out because I do not look good in my clothes. My boyfriend has been trying to push me to achieve my goal and I am so thankful for that. He does believe in me and knows that I can reach whatever goal I set for myself. I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND SO MUCH HAHA! HE IS AMAZING. I am going to workout tomorrow morning before I head to my cosuin's house to eat some seafood. Thanks for listening to me rant. 🤎